Pondering: He said, "Let's move to Japan. Permanently"

I say, "In 2 years' time. I've been accepted into the Masters program and I am taking it. So ya, in 2 years' time! You just have to wait."

But my brain was racing... We've stopped being us. So why?

I told OverPaid PA. He asked, "You moved here for him, didn't you?"
Well, yeah. But if we do this, then there will be that invisible string attached.

My deadline is in 2 years anyway. Let's see... because the apartment lease ends in 2 years. I will finish my program by then....

But you broke up with me. So it is not acceptable for "us" to move anywhere together.

Today, when you hug me, I realised I am really over you.